Gulistan Aksoy yan j\u00ee bi nav\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea H\u00eav\u00ee Gabar, li her \u00e7ar par\u00e7ey\u00ean Kurdistan\u00ea ji bo azadiya gelan \u015fer kir. Di parastina Rovaja de weke jina ku bi til\u00eeliyan \u00e7etey\u00ean DA\u00ce\u015e\u2019\u00ea t\u00eak dibe, di b\u00eera mirov de zind\u00ee ma…<\/em><\/p>\n

H\u00eav\u00ee (Umut) a ku tevl\u00ee nava ref\u00ean T\u00eako\u015f\u00eena Azadiya Kurd b\u00fby\u00ee nav\u00ea xwe bi tesad\u00fbf\u00ee girtib\u00fb, em nizan\u00een l\u00ea di w\u00earekiya xwe de \u00e7\u00eeroka \u015fore\u015feke ku mizg\u00eeniya w\u00ea dayin bi nav\u00ea dil\u00ea xwe de dihilgirt. \u00c7awa bibe j\u00ee, 18 sal\u00ee \u00e7\u00eeroka xwe li r\u00eaze \u00e7iyay\u00ean Kurdistan\u00ea, li gir\u00ean b\u00ea ser\u00ee \u00fb b\u00ea bin\u00ee, li dol\u00ean b\u00ea bin\u00ee w\u00ea bihi\u015fta. Her wek\u00fb nav\u00ea Gulistan a ku dayik \u00fb bav\u00ea w\u00ea l\u00ea kir\u00ee j\u00ee w\u00ea gul\u00ean di nava bax\u00e7ey\u00ea w\u00earekiya xwe de ve\u015fart\u00ee, w\u00ea di baya Kurdistan\u00ea de bifiranda.<\/p>\n

Dema rojnamevanek ciwan b\u00fb, dema ku b\u00ea sekin telefona ajansek\u00ea dikir, deng\u00ea li beramber\u00ee w\u00ea dema digot, \u2018Ez ji Hezex\u00ea li we digerim, ez \u00ea n\u00fb\u00e7eyek gir\u00eeng bidim,\u2019 dema bersiv dida, digot; \u2018Hezex k\u00fbder\u00ea ye, nizanim,\u2019 bi gotina; \u2018Dema ku nezan\u00ee Hezex k\u00fbdere, li w\u00ea baroy\u00ea \u00e7i kar heye?\u201d pir \u015fikest\u00ee b\u00fb, pi\u015ftre soza ku naskirina hem\u00fb bajarok, nav\u00e7e \u00fb bajarok\u00ean Kurdistan\u00ea dab\u00fb.<\/p>\n

H\u00eav\u00ee w\u00ea ne bicihan\u00eena soza xwe ya di sal\u00ean derbasb\u00fby\u00ee re bim\u00eene, w\u00ea her r\u00eaya ji Amed\u00ea heta Zagrozan, ji Efr\u00een\u00ea heta \u015eengal\u00ea, ji Qami\u015floy\u00ea heta Urmiy\u00ea, ji Behd\u00eenan\u00ea heta Kirman\u015fah\u00ea dir\u00eaj dibe, heta r\u00eaya w\u00ea ya bi keve bajar \u00fb bajarokan, w\u00ea her cih\u00ea ku bi\u00e7iy\u00ea n\u00ee\u015faneyan bih\u00eale, nav \u00fb b\u00eeran\u00een\u00ean bi heval\u00ean xwe re w\u00ea li ser deriy\u00ea ku l\u00ea dide biniv\u00eese. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee \u00e7av\u00ea xwe li gundek \u00ea Anatoliya ya bi sedan k\u00eelometre ji Kurdistan\u00ea d\u00fbr li c\u00eehan\u00ea vekirib\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Dema ku malbata w\u00ea di sal\u00ean 1980\u2019y\u00ee de ji gund\u00ea Baq\u00eestan \u00ea gir\u00eaday\u00ee nav\u00e7eya Stewr\u00ea ya M\u00eard\u00een\u00ea ko\u00e7\u00ee Ke\u015fan a nav\u00e7eya Ed\u00eerney\u00ea kirib\u00fbn, her wek\u00fb di \u00e7entey\u00ean xwe de welatek mezin; Kurdistan cih kirib\u00fbn. Her wek\u00fb ne li Anatoliyay\u00ea, li bajarek \u00ea Kurdisatan\u00ea ziman\u00ea dayika xwe Kurd\u00ee f\u00ear b\u00fbb\u00fb, jina ciwan ruh\u00ea xwe bi Kurditiy\u00ea p\u00ea\u00e7ay\u00ee b\u00fb. Dayika ku qet ne difikir\u00ee ku w\u00ea pi\u015ft\u00ee \u00e7end salan di qad\u00ean ceng\u00ea de k\u00ear\u00ee ke\u00e7a w\u00ea were, ew f\u00ear\u00ee til\u00eeliy\u00ean ku di dawet\u00ean nav\u00fbdeng \u00ean M\u00eard\u00een\u00ea de diq\u00eariyan kirib\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Dil\u00ea w\u00ea \u00ead\u00ee e\u015fqa Kurdistan\u00ea di\u015fewit\u00ee. Di sala 2002\u2019an de, sibehek\u00ea ji ni\u015fka ve mala ku l\u00ea ji dayik b\u00fby\u00ee, malbata xwe, xwi\u015fk \u00fb biray\u00ean xwe li pi\u015ft xwe hi\u015ft \u00fb ber\u00ea xwe da Kurdistan\u00ea. Di nava ref\u00ean t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena azadiy\u00ea de b\u00fb g\u00ear\u00eelayek ciwan. Pi\u015ft\u00ee perwerdey\u00ean d\u00eet\u00een, di w\u00ea p\u00eavajoya ku her\u00ee giran \u00ean t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena azadiya Kurdan de, b\u00eatered\u00fbt her\u00eam\u00ean her\u00ee germ \u00ean teko\u015f\u00een\u00ea hilbijart. \u015eandin Rojhilat\u00ea Kurdistan\u00ea, l\u00ea bel\u00ea pir bi \u00ea\u015f b\u00fb pi\u015ft\u00ee demek\u00ea ji aliy\u00ea rej\u00eema \u00ceran\u00ea ve hate girtin. Pirsker\u00ean ku na dizan\u00een ji \u00e7anda \u201cSer dide, sir nade\u201d hat\u00ee, w\u00ea rastiya nasnameya w\u00ea h\u00eav\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadikir, l\u00ea bel\u00ea hewldan\u00ean wan vala b\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Gulistan Aksoy demek\u00ea di girt\u00eegeh\u00ean dewleta \u00ceran\u00ea de may\u00ee, pi\u015fte radest\u00ee dewleta Tirkiy\u00ea kirin. pi\u015ft\u00ee ku n\u00eaz\u00ee salek\u00ea li girt\u00eegeh\u00ean cuda hate girtin, dema ku rastiya nasnameya w\u00ea ne zan\u00een hate berdan. Ha w\u00ea dem\u00ea p\u00eavajo di nava t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea de ya her\u00ee sivik b\u00fb, ji ber ku hem\u00fb r\u00eay\u00ean ku ji bo mala j\u00ea hat\u00ee vekir\u00ee b\u00fb. L\u00ea bel\u00ea wek\u00ee w\u00ea soz day\u00ee, w\u00ea li cih\u00ea may\u00ee y\u00ea di nava t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea de terc\u00eeh bike, qada kar Bakur\u00ea Kurdistan\u00ea ye, \u00ead\u00ee w\u00ea bi p\u00ean\u00fbs \u00fb w\u00eanek\u00ea\u015fana xwe t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena xwe dom bike.<\/p>\n

Ji aliyek din ve j\u00ee w\u00ea weke \u2018Doza KCK\u2019 a dewleta Tirk bi nav kir, w\u00ea nav\u00ea w\u00ea di operasyon\u00ean l\u00eager\u00een\u00ea de be, w\u00ea kotek\u00ee j\u00ea xilas bibe w\u00ea ji n\u00fb ve ber\u00ea xwe bide \u00e7iyay\u00ean azad \u00ean Kurdistan\u00ea, w\u00ea di \u015fore\u015fa Rojavay\u00ea Kurdistan\u00ea de teq\u00eenek \u00e7\u00eabibe, dema ku b\u00fb mexd\u00fbr\u00ea \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ean \u00e7eteyan, nav\u00ea xwe ji bo cih\u00ea xwe di nava parastina v\u00ea par\u00e7eya welat\u00ea xwe de cih bigre n\u00eev\u00ees\u00ee. Dema dan\u00eena p\u00ean\u00fbs\u00ea \u00fb himb\u00eazkirina \u00e7\u00eak\u00ea hatib\u00fb \u00fb derket.<\/p>\n

Dema ku H\u00eav\u00ee gehi\u015fte Rojava, xwe di nava \u015fer\u00ea li dij\u00ee DA\u00ce\u015e\u2019\u00ea de li Til Ko\u00e7er, Gir\u00ea Sp\u00ee \u00fb Ser\u00eakaniy\u00ea d\u00eet. Weke \u015fervanek\u00ea cih\u00ea xwe di \u2018P\u00eangava Fermandar Robar Qami\u015flo\u2019 ya ji bo rizgarkirina gund \u00fb derdora Rojavay\u00ea Kantona Cizir\u00ea de cih girtib\u00fb. Bi bejna xwe ya zirav \u00fb kurt di ser\u00ee de bal ki\u015fandi b\u00fb l\u00ea bel\u00ea dema p\u00eangav bi daw\u00ee b\u00fb nav\u00ea xwe bi qehreman\u00ee niv\u00ees\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Ew b\u00ea ku tevger bike, b\u00eahna xwe j\u00ee diki\u015fand hindir\u00ea xwe, b\u00ea b\u00eahdan, b\u00ea ku cudahiy\u00ea bike, carna pi\u015ft\u00ee 8, caran j\u00ee 10 seatan dima bi heval\u00ean xwe y\u00ean bi \u00e7ek re kem\u00een li p\u00ea\u015fiya \u00e7etey\u00ean DA\u00ce\u015e\u2019\u00ea dan\u00ee. Ji xwe destp\u00ea til\u00eeliy\u00ean bajar\u00ea y\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ea kevin ku ji dayika xwe f\u00ear b\u00fby\u00ee diq\u00eariya, pi\u015ftre j\u00ee deng\u00ea guley\u00ean \u00e7eka w\u00ea. \u00c7etey\u00ean ku dixwestin Kurdistan\u00ea dagir bikin dema ku til\u00eeliy\u00ean H\u00eav\u00ee dibih\u00eestin li cih\u00ea xwe diman \u00fb zirav\u00ea wan diqeta, lewra l\u00fbley\u00ean ku jin\u00ean kez\u00eezer dihilgirtin hema li patika wan ve diteqa.<\/p>\n

Dema ku di ref\u00ean p\u00ea\u015f de ling\u00ea p\u00eangava Mebr\u00fbkay\u00ea bidaw\u00ee b\u00fb, 26\u2019\u00ea Gulan a 2015\u2019an di kamereya ku teyd dikir de w\u00ea bi Kurdiya xwe ya xwe\u015f ev digotin: \u201cJi ber sedema v\u00ea serkeftin\u00ea di desp\u00eak\u00ea de em dib\u00eaj\u00een li hem\u00fb gel\u00ea Kurdistan\u00ea, bi taybet li gel\u00ea Rojava p\u00eeroz be. \u00cad\u00ee qet kes nikare li beramber\u00ee azadiya gel\u00ea Kurdistan\u00ea raweste. Me hem\u00fbyan bi hev re t\u00eak\u00e7\u00fbna DA\u00ce\u015e\u2019\u00ea d\u00eet, h\u00eav\u00ee dikim ku hem\u00fb c\u00eehan\u00ea ev peyam girtibe.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00c7end hefte pi\u015ft\u00ee van axaftinan H\u00eaviya ku \u00e7\u00fby\u00ee \u00e7eper\u00ea Ser\u00eakaniy\u00ea, p\u00ea li mah\u00eena ku \u00e7eteyan \u00e7and\u00ee kir. Mirin\u00ea ji w\u00eare kem\u00een dan\u00ee b\u00fb. Ji ser\u00ea xwe bir\u00eenek giran dixwe, n\u00eeva w\u00ee r\u00fby\u00ea xwe y\u00ea xwe\u015fik j\u00ee winda dike. Bi r\u00fbxm\u00ea v\u00ea j\u00ee jiyan, li ser mil\u00ea heval\u00ean xwe can day\u00een, ji xwere terk kirina qada ceng\u00ea t\u00ear nab\u00eene. Destp\u00eak\u00ea li Ba\u015f\u00fbr\u00ea Kurdistan\u00ea, pi\u015ftre j\u00ee li R\u00fbsyay\u00ea tedawiy\u00ea dib\u00eene, emeliyat bi serkeft\u00ee b\u00fbn, l\u00ea bel\u00ea par\u00e7ey\u00ean bi\u00e7\u00fbk bi\u00e7\u00fbk di ser\u00ea w\u00ea de dima. Li ser w\u00eare hestiy\u00ean dev\u00ea w\u00ea j\u00ee ji cih\u00ea xwe derketi b\u00fb, ji ber v\u00ea sedem\u00ea rast \u00fb dir\u00fbst ne dikar\u00ee xwarina bixwe \u00fb nedikar\u00ee nikare h\u00fbr bike. H\u00eav\u00ee bi dem\u00ea re k\u00eeloyan winda dike, nirx\u00ean li ser la\u015f\u00ea w\u00ea dikeve, h\u00eaza xweragiriya la\u015f lewaz dibe.<\/p>\n

H\u00eaviya ku bi h\u00eaviya tedawiya xwe ya may\u00ee temam bike, di nava sala 2017\u2019an de ber\u00ea xwe da Elmanya y\u00ea. Terkkirina Kurdistan\u00ea ji w\u00ea re giran hatib\u00fb, l\u00ea dibe ku bi dev\u00ea xwe y\u00ea ber\u00ea bigehi\u015fta didan\u00ean xwe. Pi\u015ft\u00ee protez\u00ean ku li ser eniya w\u00ea hat\u00ee bicihkirin, bi gotina, \u201cW\u00eaney\u00ean xwe y\u00ean ber\u00ea dikar\u00ee b\u00een\u00ee, belku ruy\u00ea te y\u00ea ber\u00ea \u00e7\u00eabikin\u201d, dil\u00ea w\u00ea rehet dib\u00fb. W\u00ea ba\u015f bibe, w\u00ea ji n\u00fb ve bigih\u00eeje ruy\u00ea xwe y\u00ea ber\u00ea \u00fb w\u00ea bikeve li ser r\u00eaya Kurdistan\u00ea.<\/p>\n

V\u00ea navber\u00ea bi v\u00ee ruy\u00ea xwe y\u00ea b\u00ea mehd, ten\u00ea muameleya guhdarkirina \u015fikestin\u00ean \u00e7\u00eerok\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean penaberiyek \u2018ji r\u00eaz\u00ea\u2019 y\u00ean bi dixtor\/mem\u00fbr\u00ean Elman re bes b\u00fb, dema ku ji mal\u00ean xwe derdikevin, ew radikirin li ser lingan \u00fb oxirkirin.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de guhdarkirin bermahiy\u00ean \u00e7\u00eeroka w\u00ea ya doxtor\/mehm\u00fbr\u00ean Elman \u00ean r\u00fbtir\u015f ku bi n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke m\u00eena penabereke \u2018ji r\u00eaz\u00ea\u2019 p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee dikir bes b\u00fb, dema ji odeya wan derdiket ew oxir dikir. Tev\u00ee ewqas r\u00eazdariy\u00ea j\u00ee digot; \u2018Her ti\u015ft\u00ean Ewropiyan ba\u015f in l\u00ea ruh\u00ea wan tine, m\u00eena zindiy\u00ean mir\u00ee ne, div\u00ea mirov hinek ruh bide wan\u2019 aciziy\u00ean xwe n\u00ee\u015fan dida. Her wiha ji bo \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena Kurdistan\u00ea j\u00ee ve\u015fart\u00ee pere j\u00ee kom dikir. Digot; \u2018Kar\u00ea r\u00eaxistina me ne diyar e, dibe sibe pi\u015ft\u00ee tedawiy\u00ea b\u00eajin bim\u00eene vir, w\u00ea dem\u00ea ez j\u00ee w\u00ea bil\u00eada xwe bist\u00eenim \u00fb bi\u00e7im.\u2019<\/p>\n

Wek\u00ee em hem\u00fb dizanin xeyal\u00ean H\u00eav\u00ee ya bi nav\u00ea din Gulistan Aksoy niv\u00ee ma. W\u00ea \u015feva 26\u2019\u00ea T\u00eermeha 2020\u2019an, bi e\u015fqa \u015fore\u015f\u00ea \u00fb deng\u00ea guleyan\/mirina ku di can\u00ea w\u00ea de\/ bi deng\u00ea gule \u00fb e\u015fqa \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ve, li pey xwe t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke mezin, m\u00eerasek\u00ee giran \u00ea \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ku b\u00ea daw\u00ee hi\u015ft, li ser text\u00ea xwe ber bi ebed\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea ve \u00e7\u00fb. \u00c7awa ku Schopenha\u00fber digot; \u2018Her kes a li gel xwe w\u00ee k\u00eam j\u00ea hes dike\u2019 belk\u00ee me j\u00ee ji h\u00eav\u00ee, hesta t\u00eako\u015f\u00een \u00fb azadiy\u00ea ya li gel H\u00eav\u00ee \u00fb li gel me k\u00eam hez kir. Dibe di xeyal\u00ean xwe de xeyal kiribe \u00fb \u015fiyar b\u00fbbe ber\u00ee ku nefesa daw\u00ee bide, bi til\u00eeliyan ruh\u00ea xwe ber bi ebed\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea ve bi r\u00ea kiribe\u2026<\/p>\n